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Monday, October 06, 2014 11:28 pm
Luck listen, ♥
It's safe to say that I've never really been lucky throughout this life time. Maybe once, or twice, at most thrice? But that's good enough for me.
I've been so unlucky all the time that I've become so accustomed to it, it hardly ever matters. It's like I'm a magnet towards all the bad luck that life brings. But that's okay, I'm all used to it now.
I sigh every now and then, wondering if I've made good decision, if I would live to regret the things I do. But then again, if we don't try, we'll just regret the chances we didn't take. I think it's worse that way then it is right now.
Because of my lack of luck, I try to be as positive towards life as I can be. But somehow or rather, it's like I attract negative people that never seem to dampen my spirit. It's like, I can soak in the atmosphere of anger and negativity every once in a while, but being in such an environment sucks my energy. And as much as I try or even want to be positive, I cannot seem to be able to do so.
I get disappointed with myself every once in a while for not being able to control my emotions. I used to be very good at it, but somehow, I've learnt and adapted to my surroundings. And it's scaring me. Being too comfortable with anything scares me because nothing in this life is constant. And I hate changes, I really do.
I hate changes made to the dynamics and structure that has been put in place. I'm just afraid of losing what I have because loss has never been anything easy that we can deal with.
Despite all the unluckiness that has come my way, I'm glad that I always have people to fall back on. My family that means the world to me although we tend to be rude towards one another and take each other for granted just because we think that we'll always have each other around. (We obviously know life doesn't work that way, but we still act the way we do.)
I might hate all the shouting and negativity that is sometimes present at home, but I'm grateful for having them around. Even if they cannot help me to solve my problems, their presence make me feel that I'll never be alone in this forsaken world.
Sometimes I dream a little too much, and fall a little too hard. But whatever it is, I'm glad that I tried whatever I could, and would not regret the chances I didn't take. After all, #yolo
"Everyone knows dreams don't pay well at first, if at all."
"Luck is knowing you need to take risks sometimes, that you need to at least try. That you need to just move somewhere and stick it out for as long as you can. Luck is making the plan up as you go along, in hoping that the decisions you make are the right ones, but you still have to make those choices on your own. You still have to work really hard."
- Ella Ceron
Labels: http://thoughtcatalog.com/ella-ceron/2014/01/the-luckiest-people-are-the-ones-who-work-the-hardest/ |
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